On Again, Off Again with YouTube

 

Last year in December 2025 YouTube, after 17 years, denied me access to my channel claiming I was SCAMMING people. 

I appealed stating that since I'm not Monetized, have No Store, NO Ads, NO Merchandise, never ask for Donations and never make a dime from being online I couldn't possibly be scamming anyone.

They reviewed my channel's content, upheld their decision and not only denied me access to my Channel again, but denied me access to ALL of YouTube.

Within just TWO days of being off YouTube I started sleeping longer periods of  uninterrupted time and my frazzled nerves had calmed down within ONE week.

I didn't realize how much the CONSTANT Ads breaking into videos, hyper compilation videos and Algorithms thrusting the newest Shorts in our faces keep us in a state of constant agitation.

Yesterday I found a "backdoor" back onto YouTube. I still have no access to my channel, (which BTW IS still there, even though they lied and told me they had wiped out all my previous content) but now I can view videos in "Mobile Mode".

I decided to check out what the main Ministries, Churches and Christian singers I used to Subscribe to had been doing all this time. 😀

Then I remembered what had been the MAIN cause of my sleepless nights. It had gradually, through the years, gotten to the point where they had ALL become MONETIZED and it was infuriating me having my SERMONS and WORSHIP music frequently interrupted by Ads for Stuck Poop, Casinos, Fat Naked women jumping up and down in Shapermint bras and all manner of heinous Disney+ shows.

Then THEY have the AUDACITY and UNMITIGATED GALL to sit smuggly in SELF-righteousness and preach to US about living "uncompromising lifestyles" and they actually get angry and rant about OTHER Christians who are members of the "Laodicean, End Times Church".

ARRRRRRG❗️

AHHHHHH ❗️

As you can tell my nerves are rattled again. I have decided that me parting company with YouTube was a GOOD thing and it will happen again but THIS time ...

I am dumping THEM❗️

And I don't just mean YouTube. I mean the hypocritical, money-grubbing "Christian" preachers and singers too! 😡 You cannot make a MOCKERY of MY Jesus and His HOLY WORD and expect to find me meekly following you.

No sir-ree, Bub!

🌿🌾

😞 (sigh) 

Listen, Folks, we are down to the wire now. Jesus's return is SO close I can taste it.

It's unfortunate that all our leaders have abandonded the Lord and are following money, but WE mustn't follow them down that path to destruction no matter how much it hurts to turn away from people we used to admire and call Brother or Sister.

We must "fix our eyes on Jesus the author and perfecter of our faith".

Hebrews 12:2

The Truth with Love,

 Always Laura-Lee 

Jesus speaking to the End Times, Laodicean Church.

"You say, ‘I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.’ But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, BLIND and naked."

(Emphasis mine)

Revelation 3:17

PS. I know you're probably all thinking, "WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE, Laura-Lee?!"

I was so angry that I was going to start spitting out names, but Jesus has halted me for the time being. Perhaps because He is still working on some of them or because He wants you on alert to spot them yourselves. It's not hard. The YouTube Ads flow pretty thoroughly between the Bible verses.

PPS. I will warn you away from Ken Ham, his Flunkies, ministry pals and all things Answers in Genesis (including the Creation Museum and Ark Encounter) though,  because it's a full out CULT!

"God's Divine Judgment Hit List"

My blog post "What Makes a Cult? (Simplified)"

"Please, Jesus, Let Me Be Wrong Again"

 

I heard a sermon about 30 years ago where the Minister was concerned that Christians were becoming so in love with this world  and clinging to their possessions they would be Raptured FEET FIRST❗️

We all laughed at the image of it. 

I'm not laughing now. 😳

I've spent 45 years telling people Jesus is coming back to Rapture (Snatch) us away so they  would get their relationship with Jesus straightened out and not get LEFT BEHIND. 🥺

Now I believe the vast majority of Christians are fully aware Jesus is coming back soon, but are so in love with this world and what it offers them they will fight to STAY BEHIND!

I pray I am wrong. 😖

The Truth with Love,  Always Laura-Lee 

"Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold,  but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved."

Matthew 24:12-13

😞🥀

“At midnight the cry rang out: ‘Here’s the bridegroom! Come out to meet him!’

“Then all the virgins woke up and trimmed their lamps.  The foolish ones said to the wise, ‘Give us some of your oil; our lamps are going out.’

9“‘No,’ they replied, ‘there may not be enough for both us and you. Instead, go to those who sell oil and buy some for yourselves.’

“But while they were on their way to buy the oil, the bridegroom arrived. The virgins who were ready went in with him to the wedding banquet. And the door was shut.

“Later the others also came. ‘Lord, Lord,’ they said, ‘open the door for us!’

“But he replied, ‘Truly I tell you, I don’t know you.’

“Therefore keep watch, because you do not know the day or the hour."

Matthew 25:6-12

LINK to my poem "Twice" here at Laura-Lee Was Here blog

Social Media is the Public Square

 

Whenever I write a new blog post I announce it across my thousands of Followers in Social Media.

Here is the breakdown of who clicks through to see it.

As you can see very few come from Social Media but find me through "other" means from usually about 30 countries.

There is a big world out there with Billions of people beyond Social Media. Many of them don't even live in democracies.

 To you young people that have never fully tasted freedom because you grew up on the Internet using Social Media, you haven't got a true view of freedom,

Social Media is NOT the Public Square. 

The Public Square IS the Public Square!

 Social Media is just a complex messaging system  based on shared imagination. That's not necessarily a bad thing if you KNOW that's what it is and don't accept it as reality.

Let's jump to the Bible.

"So justice is driven back,

    and righteousness stands at a distance;

truth has stumbled in the streets,

    honesty cannot enter."

Isaiah 59:14

And continue to the Words of Jesus.

"Jesus answered, 'I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.' "

John 14:6

Jesus is the Truth.

Whether in the streets or in Social Media, He has stumbled. Will you help Him up?

But first you must face reality. You are like a bird caged near a window in a cluttered room. Even though you see outside your life will revolve around your devices, your Likes, and Followers (your cage). You will put out Biblical content unaware that your viewpoint is extremely limited and you may actually be leading thousands of your Followers astray.

Or you will not require other Christians you admire to Follow Biblical standards of Honesty and Transparency because you are lonely and hungry for affection and acceptance. 

This is what I have been witnessing and you are falling prey to the very things and people Jesus warned us about.

"At that time many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate each other, and many false prophets will appear and deceive many people."

Matthew 24:10-11

You MUST find a way to spend CHUNKS of time off your phones and off of the Net. I mean DAYS at a time.

Find Creative fun things you enjoy doing but mostly you need to go Outside every day.

I think I will stop for now because I've given you enough

Truth with Love,

 Always Laura-Lee  for today.

Truth with pieces cut out is NOT Transparency ❗️

REAL Public Squares.

(Don't they look nice? 🤗)

Holy Dreams in Dark Places

" Sing to the Lord, praise his name;

    proclaim his salvation day after day.

3 Declare his glory among the nations,

    his marvelous deeds among all peoples."

Psalm 96:2-3

God gave me this command in 1982 when I was 16 years old  (Oops❗️😐 Accidentally outed my age on the internet again).  This was BEFORE Global satellites, cell phones, home computers and the internet. Microwaves and VCR machines existed but my family was way too poor to own them.

Kneeling next to my bed with my Bible open before me on my bed, I asked Jesus,

"How will I do that Lord? I have no money to travel, no car and I'm scared of my own shadow."

"I will bring the nations to you, Laura-Lee."

"I don't know what that means, Jesus."

"You will some day. Amazing things are coming and you won't be a scared little girl for forever. You will become very bold."

"BOLD! Me? Are you sure you're at the right address, Lord?" 😅😂🤣

Jesus has led me down amazing paths, shown me amazing things, invented the internet, emboldened me (Hey. I'm a Criminal Profiler and nobody intimidates me) and brought the nations to me. Just like He said He would❗️🤨

I've been proven wrong again. Hallelujah! 🤗

Hence, EVERY Promise He makes STANDS True!

What has Jesus whispered to you in dark places that you cannot imagine happening? They are VERY Do-able because of WHO is saying them to you.

I call them Holy Dreams. The things we desire to do for Jesus but beyond our abilities or imagination. I have many more things I believe Jesus wants me to do, but they all came crashing to an end when I became completely paralyzed in 2019 with no hope of recovery. I said to Jesus,

"So much for our dreams, Jesus. I guess you'll have to fulfill them through somebody else. "I'm done." 😞

"You're not done until I say you are and I am NEVER done with you!"

"But how Lord? I can't even go to the bathroom or feed myself"

"Consider this. When our plans ARE fulfilled you'll KNOW beyond doubt that I made it happen not YOU because it will require the miraculous."

I went to check my Stats today just for THIS blog (I have several others) and started crying when I read this list of countries of people who travel to visit me from other countries. Some of your countries are in massive upheaval  and you may be praying in the dark and afraid too.

But Jesus will give us Holy Dreams and it will give Him great pleasure to amaze us as HE makes them happen.

YOU coming here is the fulfillment of God's promises to me.

You are precious to me. NEVER cut yourself short, keep your Holy Dreams stirred up and get ready to be amazed by the Lord God ALMIGHTY.

The Truth with Love,

 Always Laura-Lee 

This reminds me of another group of Christians afraid, hiding out in a dark room, praying while waiting for Jesus to fulfill a Promise.

"Suddenly a sound like the blowing of a violent wind came from heaven and filled the whole house where they were sitting. 3 They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. 4 All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit enabled them."

Acts 2 (The Holy Spirit comes at Pentecost.)

Z A P ❗️🔥

...and the rest is history. 💁‍♀️

Link to all of Psalm 96

Twice (Poem)

 

TWICE

by Laura-Lee Rahn

Machines Poised to take us over

Jew-hating maniacs on every corner

Queens declaring “Off with their heads!”

Our elderly killed in Government beds

Babies ripped from wombs for money

While Government Babies  ‘spit the dummy’

Little Ones ... (Panting…Pause)

Little ones  chained and raped

Justice killed.Truth faked.

You like it here? Fine. Stay put!

Fast asleep and covered in soot.

But THIS is not MY Home

When Jesus calls I'm SO Gone!

You like it here? You think it's nice?

Fine. But when Jesus calls me it won't be twice.

"My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? 

And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am"

John 14:2-3

"And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh."

Luke 21:28

Meant to Be Here

 These photos of a Mongoose doing battle with a King Cobra are totally real. This small animal has very thick skin and is immune to snake venom. Perfectly designed for this specific task. 

The Mongoose became my personal mascot as I sought criminals and "MOMgoose" stuck as my professional moniker. Not exactly what I had planned to be when I was a little girl, but  I can see how the Lord was using the incidents in my life to train and lead me to be what I am.

Esther was  created for her time period and I was created for these End Times. You are too or you wouldn't be here.

What skills and abilities do you have that may seem  unusual or maybe even burdensome, but that God may use to do all sorts of amazing things in these dark and difficult days?

Why don't you ask Jesus about this directly? I bet He's got all sorts of "interesting" 😉 things for you to do. 

As for me, my plans to be a Veterinarian/Ballerina/Forest Ranger  just weren't meant to be. 🤷‍♀️

I made this image (with the help of AI) in honor of all my pets that were forced to watch me dance even when they were trying to nap.

(YES❗️I'm looking at YOU MONTY.) 🤨

The Truth with Love,

 Always Laura-Lee 

60 Minutes of Sinning with Martyn Iles

Martyn Iles is currently giving a series of Podcast Sermons through his online Podcast, "At the Crux".

What we DON'T see is that his recent sermons were recorded while he was on  a Royal Carribean Cruise ship traveling to a PRIVATE Island in the Bahamas with 100 hardcore, rich fellow Answers in Genesis supporters and friends of Ken Ham from Jackson Hole Bible College. 

(JHBC is a Front for an AiG retreat in Wyoming where the Elite AiG Cult leaders can Fish and Hunt and be surrounded by nubile teenage girls to do their bidding, which is run by Don Landis, who is also the Chairman of the Board for Answers in Genesis).

Martyn lectures us for an hour about how WE need to "KILL Sin" in our lives and to avoid "all lusts of the flesh and lusts of the eye", and then goes with his young friends from JHBC  to spend an Evening in the Dazzle Lounge.

Immediately upon returning home, Martyn sends out an email to his main supporters pleading that he needs $200,000 by the end of June to keep developing his secret AI Educational project at the Technology Lab at Cedarville University in Ohio, which is also part of the AiG Cult network.

The reason Martyn's AI

Curriculum and Educational platform is so desperately needed❓️

"BeCooze" young people are leaving the church in droves and we need to embrace more Technology to win them back.

No, Martyn. We need to embrace more INTEGRITY to win them back because right now all you're offering them is to be the servants to privileged, white HYPOCRITES❗️

You keep telling us how your entire family are all wonderful Christians who are serving the Lord. What do they think of all of this?💁‍♀️

"My family always supports everything I do." (- Martyn Iles)

🤔 Ah. So basically they are "applauding you all the way to hell." -M.I.

You know, I was going to mention the Pedophiles at Answers in Genesis again in the hopes it might motivate somebody to finally make some kind public statement about them, but dealing with these awful people wearies me so I'll save it for another time.

But for now, whatever you do, DON'T give them more of your hard earned money! They're all rich enough!

The Truth with Love, Always Laura-Lee 

Martyn aboard his Family's boat.

(Brisbane Australia)

PLEASE NOTE

My blogs have NO ADS NO Store to sell my Merch. I'm not MONETIZED and I NEVER accept Donations.

Plus, I have never met anyone mentioned in this post.